Galactica Actual - This one's been making the rounds, again. ;)
The private log of Admiral William Adama
The Admiral's Private Logs
I am Admiral William Adama, in command of the battlestar Galactica and the last Colonial Fleet. Not long ago, both my ship and I were slated for retirement, my crew for reassignment. Now we defend a pitifully small remnant of humanity from a foe that we created and which would destroy us all.
We do what we must. Failure is not an option.
(This is the theatrical_muse journal for William Adama. Whether you are muse, mun or innocent bystander, feel free to comment! All theatrical_muse ficlet posts (marked (TM)) will never contain content stronger than R-rated. Should adult material happen to sneak into one of the other threads, the mun will try to label it accordingly.)
Kitt, you've made me think and ask some very hard questions, for which I'm grateful. Only a few years ago, if you'd asked me whether or not an artificial intelligence could feel compassion and have a conscience, I would have said no. Now I know better, and you're one of the reasons why.
Oh, Lee. I'm going for third person here, just because these two have such a bear of a time coming out and saying things that need to be said. Three steps forward, two back, yes?
Thing is, Bill's view of Lee is all twined around with the guilt he felt for leaving, Zak's death and so much else besides. He has always loved him unconditionally, but for ages he didn't know how to interact with him without stepping in those puddles of old pain and resentment. I think Lee's movement from the military to civilian government, capped off by his stint as President, has helped both men see each other with honest respect and cleared away some of the emotional fog. We can hope at least!
Oh, yeah, they're the model for communication breakdowns.
I can see all of that. And they've definitely gotten to a much more equal footing (in fact, we got to see Lee become the "parental" figure to his father at the very end of the season, right?).
You've been an education to me, Athena. Forced me to reevaluate damn near everything I believed about Cylons. Your loyalty and determination have been a credit to the uniform I entrusted you with.
[Locked to Boomer, if only she could see it]
You were part of my crew, my family for two years, until that moment when you pulled your sidearm from its holster in CIC. And then you were gone before I woke up ... and now I know that split-second can't erase those two years.
Thank you, sir. You've been an education in humanity at its best. Next to Helo, of course. *smiles*
[Locked from Boomer]
I loved you. I loved you like my own family. I never knew, and then they frakking pulled me away from you and shoved me in hack before I could figure out what was going on. No one told me if you were alive or dead -- the Cylons told me I was a hero.
I didn't feel like a hero.
I tried to make it work, the way you would have. The way I thought you would have if you found out you were a Cylon. I made New Caprica along with Six. And it all went to hell.
Never got to see you there, either. I thought I would once I was actually back onboard Galactica with Baltar and D'Anna, and then Athena came along. I didn't get halfway down the corridor.
Guess now we'll never know if all that trust and love we had in each other was worth it.